Wednesday, October 31, 2007
Ribbons
If only everyone had an Auntie Elsie to make them such a wonderful blanky.
OK so today I jumped hot bath wise into my day and am now by the fire because it's bloody freezing.
But you know once I adjust to the cold climate I'll begin again with the stretching of body after the mind.
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
Ah, Pierrot the tabby tortoiseshell.
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A cozy life,as a cosy kitty.
Dreams of tuna, and birds all pretty.
Safe from the weather, wrapped up in wool.
Loved forever, life's never dull.
No life is never dull. Unfortunately this mornings poetry and reverie of cute kittyness, was rudely disturbed by Neznoir (also known as Prince Tigerpuss) puking rather violently at the top of the stairs. I wondered why he hadn't eaten his tuna. Now I know. I gently scooted his Highness outside to finish his ablutions while I stroked his wretching arching back till he had finished.
Suited up in rubber gloves and welllies atop of my pyjamas I cleaned up the surprisingly large amount of poisonous cat vomit. Lovely. Thank God for rubber protection and bleach. While scooping, bleaching and scrubbing I thought of my cousin Diane and her entourage. She has three children, several cats, an occasional dog, and a husband. I imagine she wins on the clearing up sick stakes. Oh, the reality of dependants I mused to myself as I prayed for friends and family mid-mopping.
My present concern is will I ever manage to remove these wellies which (after the obligatory scorpion check) I rapidly jammed on my feet over my thick pyjama socks. It may have to be a surgical removal, but I am off to give an english lesson to my doctors secretary this afternoon. So I haven't too long to wait......
Monday, October 29, 2007
The moon, the moon, the inconstant moon.
The moon , oh inconsistant ball of mucas forming cheese.
I am released from its monthly grip of mental torture , pain and blood.
It remains high in todays blue sky.
But quite frankly so am I.
Oh the joy of the bi-polar high.
And so I have started my day with coffee, honey biscuits and chocolate.
The corner stone of any healthy heart.
I have already cleaned my bathroom, ah the fresh aroma of jif masked by essential oil of lavendin.
I have rearranged the bedroom and now I have thrown wide open my doors and windows downstairs to let in the cold fresh air and the sunshine which has yet to reach my door.
My washing hangs wondering when it will be brought back in and replaced.
What a beautiful beautiful day.
May it always be this way and may yours be the same.
Saturday, October 27, 2007
faery dreams
Yes Gina it really is sunny today, I promise.
Friday, October 26, 2007
breathe
to write is to breathe,
to breathe is to write,
write
breathe
be yourself
be who
be you
be who
be me
not you
i am me
you are you
what is it that makes you you
what is it that makes me who
me
not you
dont worry about what others think
the only way for me to help you
is for me to be me
and you to be you
you
not me
i am me
you , you are you
we , we are who
you
and me
we are we
i am me
you are you
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Gracie moo moo the walrus
Caf'é La Bourse à Bagnols sur Ceze.
Thursday, October 25, 2007
How I will make it through todays hormonal roller coaster ride.
Joyeoux Anniversaire mon Papa!
Morning coffee
Wednesday, October 24, 2007
the everyday musings of a mind at sea
The woman in our veg shop cheers my heart no end. She never fails to smile and chat and she usually helps me carry my veg to the car. Even when there is a cue. Bless her utter loveliness.
Today I went in and she gave me a whole bag of gorgeous mushrooms. It was a shame to throw them away she said! but they weren't abimed, I cant remember the english word for that
but basically they are not bitten, rotten , bad etc. No they certainly were not! They are not white and scrubbed like the others so she couldn't display them bla bla bla, You will be glad to know they are now all snuggled up next to a rather deliciously stuffed potimarron. (no idea what that is in english its like a small pumpkin that bears not much resemblance to a pumpkin, is orange and of the courge fambly.) It is rather delicious and stuffed with rice and the above vegetables curried. Note the bright orange cauliflour, I mean really look what too much sun can do !
Next to its delightful self are the aforementioned mushrooms smothered in olive oil and fit to burstin with big stinky cloves of garlic. Do i really have to wait all afternoon!!
I'm off out now and I like to be prepared.
Jamie will arrive home before me and all he has to do is switch on the oven.
Wonderful.
What a furry boot wearing domestic godess I am today
Oh mother , your daughter! Wouldn't she be proud..
For more delicious recipes email me.
Domestic pleasures
Stripes in Tights.
Likljoblogs adaption of Lamentations 3v22,23. Original scripture taken from the New King James version . Copyright 1979, 1980, 1982. by Thomas Nelson,inc. Used by permission, all rights reserved.
"The Lord's mercy and compassion is new every morning."
Start afresh
and walk with me,
Take my hand
and let us be,
Mercy and love
let it flow,
I am yours
for evermore.
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
A fairy thankee to my two mums
I found a fairy in my room,
She told me you'd sent her to me.
To sing me songs,To make a dance.
I loved her well my fairy fair.
But for fear of loosing her,
I pinned one wing,
To my long hair,
And all the while she flutters there.
Thanks for your gift of spritely care.
Wicked is as wicked does,
She cries into my ear,
I know I say and laugh and purr,
And you shall stay by me,
Right there!
Monday, October 22, 2007
Hows about this for succulence!!!
Oh how the premenstrual shopping habits of a woman of succulence continue.
It is unfortunately no longer ballerina punp season.
One really must move on and so in keeping with the motherly advice of last weeks shopping moma. I stuck with violet (vee-oh-lay ...............not unlike underlay).
I had a boot bargain bonanza with my friend Sarah today.
How I enjoyed perusing the aisles and fighting with unsuspecting infants for my correct boot size.
Childrens boots are so much funkier than adults.
I indulged rather wickedly in some warm furry foot-snuggling succulence.
The satisfaction is not shortlived. Walking, cycling and driving , these furry additions will be my constant companion. I shall treasure them, look after them, rarely clean them and have them looking lived-in no time at all. (Oh father how you and your shiny boots will despair.)
They even have diamonds on. The perfect accompaniament to my hello kitty winter hand bag, also complete with fur and diamonds.( They are diamonds to me and yes maybe I do need to get out more often.)
I shall get out more often in fact I am off out now to wow the locals with my new and fruity footwear.
OK so really I'm off to get a baguette french styly to go with our soupy tea.
mmmn dinner.............
Sunday, October 21, 2007
The continuing saga of the newly fitted cat flap.
Friday, October 19, 2007
Do you ever feel like you've got a spider in your wellie?
Ah the joys of traffic.
Theres nothing like being stuck behind tree cutters to give you that extra time to your self.Time to indulge in those rice cakes and other polystyrene like snacks you may keep in the car for such occasions. I was there so long I actually switched off the engine, took some photos and got out my notebook and pen. Blankety blankety blank.
After my mornings luxurious dawn, I had a bit of a crazymaking day. Not a bad day, just a strange day really. I was acting so strangely that Jamie gave me some of that paper stuff to treat myself with. I found a smashin pair of trousers for five pounds. Oh the thrill of a good bargain never fails to soothe the wallet and heart combination.
The girl in charge of the changing rooms was so lovely and surprisingly honest. She didn' actually say "you look like a derranged raccoon in that outfit madame" but her diplomatic and emphatic "The other one is more beautiful", worked just the same.
I apparently reminded another lady in the changing room of her daughter. I quite liked that and she joined in too .
"No no! you cant wear that." she said pinching at my hips in a motherly fashion.
She then gave me a little talk about being blonde, the colours that suit me, and that really I must buy the violet "veeolay". So I did. Mothers advice is always best.
The changing room girl agreed and called me violet girl as I left. Thank you God for friendliness. These lovely women made my day.
Thursday, October 18, 2007
Dawn Walk
pyjamas in the garden
Fine Gilbert
Wednesday, October 17, 2007
Moonfish babble
Some friends of ours went to Venice and brought us this dried fish as a gift. what a perculiar venician delicacy. They also gave me some Hello kittyness.
O how these delights lift my simple heart.
I don't need million dollar diamonds. Just give me a dried fish and some plastic pretties and i'm happy!!!!!!!!!!!!
However I do not in any way encourage the purchasing of these innocent moonfish, or for that matter seahorses. Leave them where they are. It's naughty.
More Cherries says Stan
Aberystwyth beach
Jesus went out of the house and sat by the sea.Matthew13v1 Scripture taken from the King James version. Copyright 1979, 1980, 1982, by Thomas Nelson.inc. Used by permission. All rights reserved.
I love this verse. Jesus spent time in nature, with nature, alone. He loved creation. It was where He went to spend time alone with God. There is something magical about spending time in nature.
To sit by the sea, to feel its power, it's soothing rhythm. It's scent. It's vastness. To hear and feel the waves. The crashing of water against sand and stone. Water in tune with the moon. Rising and falling like breath. It makes me feel whole and connected. Like I can breath again. The sea brings me perspective and I feel close to God.
Beauty soothes. God knew this when He gave us senses, and created a world to fill them. We are not surrounded by black and white , by lines and squares. We live in a world of colour, of music and sounds. A world made up of light and dark, mountains and seas.
When we lived in the truck and took our first journey, we travelled for miles and days. When we were just about at our destination of Andalucia, we found ourselves in the most awesome mountains. We had to pull over
This Creator of the world, of the vast undiscovered universes loves little old me. Who am I that He should love me. I am his daughter.
And then here we are. We have come full circle to the sparrows(see older post).
Sadness and presence.
I turned to God and you know what, just like in Psalm 23, He comforted me. All three of my seperate bible readings were about being accepted AS I AM. Not just when I am good, or happy, or working, but NOW feeling low and useless. My readings talked of God answering us with his presence (which I feel), and not with answers we think we want like shoes, a job and money. They talked of His faithfulness. His being with us all the time, where ever we are. In mysterious ways, and in very straightforward "I feel your pain, take my hand" kind of ways.
Thank you God, You make my heart sing and restore my breath.
Tuesday, October 16, 2007
Pumpkin Friendship
Pumpkin Friendship.
Oh, bake me a pumpkin and please make it grand,
Cook it and bake it and then take my hand,
We'll eat it,
We'll scoop it,
We'll fill ourselves full,
With friendship and pumpkin and pie in a bun.
Sunday, October 14, 2007
Eeh Father, your daughter!
Todays restaurant was so posh that they had gone so far as to be decorative with the cutlery. Not realising this I instantly straightened my knife. Jamie pointed out that all the (incredibly good quality) knives were placed like this on each table. So i returned it to it's original position. Then, I took a photo to indulge my father's obsessive compulsive disorders. Enjoy.
Lunch, shortly after brunch.
This Morning
Saturday, October 13, 2007
Day at the RACES WAHOOO
We are at the races. I miss BB, but I am happy. I can still be happy while missing people. Spirits, loves. BB was a beautiful spirit who happened to wear a dog suit. My confidante and friend and companion at the races.
Jamie has just crashed the bike, but they are both ok. In true Jamie style he picked up the bike and carried on the session. I imagine he will hurt when we get home.
Later.......That was wicked!!! I was well a whoopin an a hollerin!!!
Later still.......Jamie just sold the moto. Au revoir belle moto. Tu as roullé bien.
and now I can buy some nice jeans
Now I'm not feeling ill all the time and I am full to bustin with beans, EVERYTHING is so much better. It's like life in technocolour. Like going to the movies in real life. I am living my own movie. It's my favourite one and I love it. i'm so happy I wonder whether I'm manic depressive. Jamie now informs me this is now termed bi-polar.
We want to start our own business selling moto parts. Thing is I was feeling a little reserved about it But with the contacts we have now I feel more confidant about it. I need to think of it in terms of jeans and how many pairs I can buy, hmmn and possibly shoes.
I feel inspired already.
Friday, October 12, 2007
The adventures of Tigerpuss
"Curious" he thought in his regal yet kittylike manner.
She stood with a foot on either side of the giant fork and then jumped up and down. Next to her was the gift he had left for her by the fire. It had earned him extra kitty biscuits but what was she doing now. Tigerpuss licked his paw and washed his biscuity face. It hadn't quite earned him the tuna he desired.
Tigerpuss sat to attention, Miss kittymoma had finiished her digging. Mewing softly she had put the gift into the hole and was now covering it up with soil.
"mowh! These big cats are mriidiculous" he mewed. He gave a loud cry of discontent.
What a funny way to cook fresh robin. He had wanted her to enjoy the succulent morsel like he did. . .fresh, warm and all juicy.
"cooking" he mewed "they are always cooking."
He wasn't quite sure why she hadn't used the big white fire box. Tigerpuss soothed his own mind by deciding that she was obviously cooking it differently. Miss kittymoma must be using the slow special seasoned way and saving it for later.
Mmn earthcooked robin.
Tigerpuss felt suitably satisfied and allowed the sun to warm his beautiful self. Suddenly he looked up wild eyed. Mr Cherry Blossom was roaring with laughter at him. The wind whipped the fur on Tigerpuss' back and he ran up the tree.
"Never!" he mowed "Never!" Tigerpuss dug his claws deep into the bark.
"You shall never have dominion over me!"
The tree rustled in submission as the wind died down.
Happy in his royal appointment, Tigerpuss watched as Miss kittymoma walked back to the huge box they all slept in.
"What if she forgets where she's put it?" he meowed to Mr Cherry, his submissive throne. The little prince looked over to the place where miss kittymoma had been. He saw a little pile of stones and two funny sticky-up sticks.
"oh good." he mowed quietly and licked his lips.
Donkey
Early Morning
coffee
Thursday, October 11, 2007
GRR Forget Spiders!!!!!!
Well there I was this morning at six oclock, innocently sat having my coffee. I was sat by the window in the morning room. Silently writing my morning pages before prayer time, I heard some tapping at the window. I looked outside into the dark and froze slightly. I listened to the tapping. The morning room is on the first floor so it wasn't a person(at least I hoped not). I stood up quickly and lo and behold behind the coffee cup was a huge scorpion. I kid you not. "Tap Tap" he said as he shuffled along with his many legs and two waving claws "got any more coffee luv? I prefer mine black" No more coffee, solid crunch, no more tapping. Mercenary I know but I had things to do, I just didn't fancy a trip to l'hopital. It was survival of the fittest. I didn't have the wherewithall to snap him tappin so I squished him and then sent him swimmin. Ah. Scorpions are so primevil, kinda like dinosaurs but mini. I thought this as I carried his deflated corpse with the flood of venom by his flat tail to the bathroom.He was on the back of this coffee mat held at arms length. Arms length due to the fact he was as long as THIS MAT!!!!! ok so nearly this big. But scarier than this spider grrr TAP TAP